Why such a rushed update you ask? I'll tell you: I am pretty much lodging at my brothers, coming back home during the day to do work which needs doing on the computer, but my brother and sister-in-law have their own child to worry about, let alone my brothers odd work patterns so I'm trying not to disrupt things with them too much, as its jolly decent that they are letting me stay regardless. Add all this commotion to the fact that I have three deadlines next week, a report, a work-sheet and a case study, two of which I haven't even thought about since I was assigned the work, having already done a group presentation and a seminar earlier this week, add to that the rehearsal and script studying I haven't had time for, for the upcoming play with ByoU, I'm feeling particularly guilty about that considering I really do enjoy it, and feel I'm letting all the others down (though I haven't really been feeling over-confident as some of the cast members levels of commitment, they might be in the same boat as me, so I'm not going to judge.)
All of this none sense when just a year ago my time was spent on absolutely nothing, I was going nowhere, but I was happily going nowhere. I wouldn't go back there no matter how bad things get, but I'm sinking deeper here and its only going to get worse before it finally ends, which is set to be May 26th, I've probably aged five years within the space of nine months thanks to this course, and I still haven't heard from Salford, the only uni I have applied to through UCAS.
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